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Sunday, 10 May 2009

  • Surrendering to the Lord

    Often times, I find myself worrying over matters which I have no control of. I question myself, I question God. I have doubts in my own abilities on whether I can hang on and sustain myself through time of challenges and trials. Time over time, I find myself on my knees, committing my life and everything to God again, without understanding the true meaning of my act.

    Thank God, for He is the God Almighty, who'd gently given me a knock on my head. Committing to Him means surrendering to Him. In faith and full trusting. No worries, but complete reliance onto Him for everything.

    I shall worry no more!

    God is good! All the time
    He put a song of praise in this heart of mine!
    God is good! All the time!
    .... .... la la la lala la la.........   

Saturday, 25 April 2009

  • my nose is dripping

    As I sat in the exam hall for a ridiculous subject paper, my nose went dripping for 3 whole hours... and it continues til now. How disgusting! I shall google right now, on 'How to stop my nose from dripping.'

    4 ways to stop runny nose:

    1.Irrigate your nasal passages. - Jeez, I don't like the sound of this! Irrigation for my nose? Urrghh...

    2.Increase the humidity of the air you breathe. I don't have a humidifier. Isn't Malaysia's weather humid enough???

    3.Take an antihistamine.- What?! It'll make me drowsy?

    4.Use drugstore nasal sprays only for short periods. Nasal spray? No thanks! Don't like anything going into my nose except air.

    Ah! None of these method suits me!

    AHAH! I like this sound of this solution:

    "Eat Mexican. It's been well documented that spicy foods--particularly hot peppers, Tabasco sauce and other foods with capsaicin--help relieve congestion. It may seem like a contradiction, because this hot stuff triggers the same reflex that causes a runny nose.

    So why eat spicy food? "Blasting yourself with hot and spicy food might be a good way to increase the nasal discharge to the point where it will remove whatever is causing it to run. In addition, this same response releases chemicals in the nose that protect you against infection," says Gordon Raphael, M.D., an allergist and former researcher at the National Institute of Allergy and Infectious Diseases in Bethesda, Maryland. "It certainly won't hurt you and could be very beneficial."

    But I'm having sore throat too! 

     

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

  • being me again...

    Wow! It has been quite awhile since I last visited here. I have pondered many a times on how I should get back into writing, what kind of writing, who can/cannot read what I write and all the what-nots and what-ifs of writing my personal emotions and thoughts.

    Well, screw it!

    I'm writing because I want to be 'me' again. I miss being myself. There have been many many crossroads and detours and U-turns and wrong turns... but here I am.

    I'm glad I'm here... talking about my life, my feelings, my aspirations, my motivations, my joys and sorrows, my thoughts, my musings, and even the occasional ass**** who cross my path, unfortunately.

    So, at what stage of life am I now?

    I'm moving on. Stepping back. Keeping in touch with my inner self: Who am I? What do I want to be? Where do I go from here to there? Why should I do the things that I should? Which should I prioritize? How can it be done?

    Well well, the basic W's  & H questions... yeah yeah... basic questions, but not easy to answer. Need much brain cells to work on these for some time.

    Anyway, it feels good to be back!


     "Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.  ~Matthew 7:7


Tuesday, 02 December 2008

  • describe a broken heart

    what words can describe the depth of pain that a broken heart cause? i ponder quite awhile, trying out phrases such as "a sword pierce through the heart" erm... it's too dramatic. a broken heart is silent, it can't be seen, the blood bleeds inside. what about "sad, sad and very very sad" argh... that barely even describe the first level of the pain! "being trapped alone in the darkest abyss" yikes! that's would more like describe some sort of fear...

    anway...

    " When love is lost, do not bow your head in sadness; instead keep your head up high and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to heal."

    - Unknown

Sunday, 30 November 2008

zhiling

  • Visit zhiling's Xanga Site
    • Name: Zhi Ling
    • Location: PJ, Malaysia
    • Gender: Female
    • Member Since: 2/7/2004

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